What would it be like...

SO, I guess it's been a while since I have posted on here. If you're wanting to read something quirky and funny, well, scroll down to the mock twilight script. If you're tired of reading me vent my woes on infertility, than this isn't the post for you. See, I'm being nice and warning you before hand. :)

Cause, quite frankly, I am kind of sad today...okay, I am really really bummed that this month is not the month. I guess I got my hopes up abnormally high because of something that happened, and I was mistaken...yet again. Then, I walk anywhere and it's like sonar on every single female that happens to be pregnant (think Baby Mama...yeah I could totally relate)...how is it possible that they can all matriculate into the exact same spot that I happen to be at at that exact moment? It baffles the brain!

I checked a blog that I read frequently and she had a ultrasound picture posted...lucky her! Her youngest child turned two. I'll admit it...I started crying. So, I had to sit there and think, man, what would that be like?

What would it be like to just go, okay, let's have a baby, and whamo, within three months or less you're pregnant. I have never experienced that.

So, on the plus side, I guess if I ever DO get pregnant again, and stay pregnant (because sometimes getting pregnant isn't the problem with me...) I will just be so excited I won't be able to stand it!

Until then, I will enjoy my two beautiful children, who are already potty-trained, speaking, and teasing and fighting, but still, it's a fun adventure. I'm grateful that I was able to have two, and wishing that if I could do it over again, I would enjoy their infancy even more, because it goes by so quickly.